What to do when you are feeling lost ?

Oct 13, 2015

One of my recent conversations with my dear one started.

“I feel so lost what do I do?”

“I do too, it’s okay it’s a part of life”
“What do you mean you are older than me I expected that when I was your age I would have figured shit out”
I paused.
” I thought I would be beyonce by then”

“It does not work that way”

“So how does it work?”

“You make the most of what you have”

Inner dialogue
The last time I truly felt satisfied and happy with myself was … well I can’t think of a time Maybe its 
Calls friend mid thought:
“Those were the days she says reminiscing her uni life”
It caught me off guard.
“But you hated uni”
“I hate working more”

I curled up in a ball and rocked back and forth. So is this my “good time”, is it going to suck after this? Or like my dear one said every day is this?

Is it just that simple, so you never truly feel found? We were brought in this world and we did not know who we are. Religion, behaviour all cultivated over time. You started hating something while loving something else. Your taste buds and your beliefs adjusted. But did you ever form this on your own? No. People around you influenced and you followed making the best of the situation.

Maybe my friend was right.

Maybe it is not about being found maybe it is about living life.

A Welcome To My Website

A Welcome To My Website

And Its finally here!! I thought a lot about what I would want my website launch to be like, should it be this huge thing. Should I post relentlessly on social media?

Why I love My Mediocre Life

Why I love My Mediocre Life

Go hard or Go home.I am going home. So much more comfort there.So my life took a quick 180 turn (are you not glad I didn’t say 360

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